INTO THE ABYSS 198a

LIFE IS A GAME OF CONNECT THE DOTS, IF YOU DON'T CONNECT ALL THE DOTS OR DON'T CONNECT THEM IN THE RIGHT ORDER YOU NEVER GET THE PICTURE INTO THE ABYSS 198a Here it is, almost 1 A.M., as I sit down to write a few lines. It is a habit, it is like keeping a journal, but I actually do not keep a journal, never did. We have too many secrets nowadays, it is called "modern living", and what good is keeping a journal if one is just going to fill it up with lies, or only write down things to make one's self look good. The thought of telling the truth will horrify so many. We lie, we cheat, we steal, we fornication, how can you say all that, how would you like your own children to find our that you were not the nice person that you led them to believe all their lives. Reminds me of the play "The Glass Menagerie", everyone has secrets and a secret agenda. We all dream of a life other than the one we are forced to live. It is also good to a point, if one wishes to improve their condition. But what if one wants do better by "whatever means neccessary". I WILL WRITE MORE SOON M. N. R. 23 NOVEMBER 2022